*squeezes tight, grateful for the invitation to speak*
*begins to reply, then stops herself to better organize her thoughts and to try and separate her current feelings from the insecurities and sense of loss still lingering from the departures of her father and then her elf*
I’m.... feeling a little...unsure of myself, and how I fit into your life. There are so many new and different things you’re experiencing right now--a new set of memories, travels through a different dimension, and waiting for a Samwise I’ve never met, who I imagine must have his own Elanor......and I suppose I’m feeling a little redundant...out of place. And I know all of that is for me to figure out, and perhaps I have no right to feel that way at all, but I just wanted to explain. *smiles* At any rate, I am truly happy for you, Bingo, and I hope it won’t be long before you’re reunited with your Sam.
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Date: 2009-01-15 02:14 am (UTC)*begins to reply, then stops herself to better organize her thoughts and to try and separate her current feelings from the insecurities and sense of loss still lingering from the departures of her father and then her elf*
I’m.... feeling a little...unsure of myself, and how I fit into your life. There are so many new and different things you’re experiencing right now--a new set of memories, travels through a different dimension, and waiting for a Samwise I’ve never met, who I imagine must have his own Elanor......and I suppose I’m feeling a little
redundant...out of place. And I know all of that is for me to figure out, and perhaps I have no right to feel that way at all, but I just wanted to explain. *smiles* At any rate, I am truly happy for you, Bingo, and I hope it won’t be long before you’re reunited with your Sam.